I’m half tempted to call this Fuck around and Find out Friday because your girl has been going through it the last couple of days… but that only means the gratitude needs to be louder and more present, so we will stick to Faceless Friday (I guess). So, welcome back Craughers, to Faceless Friday, here I will list out all of the things that rocked my face off this past week. Gratitude always.

Me. Look, I am not for weak people. I am authentic and want honesty and love for all of my people. Unfortunately for them that means I demand honesty and require them to search within the depths of themselves to find their truths. A lot of people cannot hang for very long, and I know this and have been reminded of this again this week. I think instead of shrinking like I normally would to be more easily received I will no longer be playing small. I have leveled up too many times to entertain people that are still entertaining falsehoods and egos to hide from being uncomfortable. I am a lesson. I am alchemy. I am here to be loved and to love other people, the truth of who they are, scars, wounds, beauty, all of it. We all deserve that. It rocks my face off to know that people like me exists because it means there are other people doing the hard work out there, even if we never fully feel seen ourselves.

Affirmations. Affirmations are huge in this house. So big that I have been telling duder his since he was in my belly. He still lights up every time I say them, even when he is saying “GAWD MOM I KNOW, I AM ALL THE GOOD THINGS”. They are also taped in five different places in the house, and I move them frequently so they don’t just become something else to look past. I have been working with my own affirmations again too, and fine tuning them with greater intention. There is something holy about sitting and working the wording of a spell to the Universe about your own divinity and what you deserve and are ready to receive. Like an intricate puzzle of using the correct words so the Universe knows what to deliver. Loving myself enough to know I deserve what is coming my way rocks my face off.

Being Valued. There is something so remarkable about someone seeing you differently.

I think that is all I have in me for today. I have been fighting a ptsd flair and have got to get it together to get some errands done today. Let’s do the round up list and call it a day!

And in no particular order, here are the other things that rocked my face off this week:

Coffee, music, my dogs, electric blankets, whimsy, telehealth doctor appointments when it’s fucking freezing out, my birthday next weekend, desire, still being able to run through my old bag routine in kickboxing even though I haven’t done it in two years, groceries, discovering new bands, heat, warm water, comfy socks, gummies, my favorite hoodie, my family and friends, my kiddo, the cats, signs from the Universe, my friend getting her surgery and being awesome, how hilarious I am (I truly am my favorite person), and you dear reader, YOU rock my face off. Thank you for being here.

All love. All ways. Always.

Craughing Girl