Good morning loves. Pretend that I am whisper talking (not in the annoying way, but the soothing way) because it is still dark and the kiddo is asleep next to me. We have a two hour delay so far this morning because of snow and honestly I am hoping for a full closure so I don’t have to put on real pants. Anyway, happy Friday, let us talk about all the things that rocked my face off this week. And please feel free to share what rocked your face off! I love hearing from all of you.

Surviving. There are some things about this week I can’t talk about yet, but training paying off and wild rage rocks my face off.

The Courts? I added the question mark because did I just say that? I did! My son’s father crawled back out of the woodwork (first time in three years) and filed a letter with the court asking to see the kiddo. The court said they need more information. Like yes dude, maybe explain where the fuck you have been for five years and why you didn’t follow through with the agreement we came to three fucking years ago. Or are we just impressing your new girlfriend? Are we playing victim again? Gross. Seeing through men’s disgusting behavior and the court asking for more rocks my face off.

My Instincts. Speaking of men’s disgusting behavior, let’s just add a special gym bro to the mix, because as much as I hate it, I am also grateful to bare witness to it how fake a whole person can be. I haven’t let myself get close to someone in so long that I have to admit it took my all by surprise, so let’s just call it the Universe testing me one last time. Andy my oh my how it must be exhausting to pretend you are something you are not, to fake entire personalities to get attention from women, and to cater as much as you can to play victim to gain sympathy from women that are healing. Fucking disgusting. To steal memes and words and then dress them up as your own so that women swoon over them thinking they have you have any sort of depth absolutely make my skin crawl at this point. The funny thing is I saw it all months ago when we first connected but thought there was depth under the fake. Once again proven wrong by my instincts. I am grateful to put an end to the cycle once and for all. I am grateful the rest of the mask fell off so I see it even more clearly and can be open to receiving what is truly meant for me. Breaking cycles and my instincts rocks my face off.

Divine Protection. The thing people that try to harm me don’t seem to realize is that people have been trying to hurt me from the very beginning of my life. Since birth it has been one battle after another and my God how I wish that was an exaggeration. So when I say I am divinely protected I absolutely mean I am here for a specific reason and I am not to be fucked with. It is always within everyone’s best interest to leave me alone when I detach from them and not try and harm me any further. I can not be responsible for how my ancestors and the divine deliver justice in my name. Watching it all play out does kinda rock my face off though, being human and all.

Now for the short list! Here are the other things that rocked my face off this week!

Coffee, maple pecan coffee (surprisingly really fucking good), hazelnut creamer, block functions on social media because really just shut the fuck up, music!!!!, the animals, my kiddo and his humor, friends sending me new music (Respect), school closings, heat, running water, finally taking my Christmas decorations down in Feb lmao, sincerity, bravery, being a badass, friends that deliver tacos, and YOU. I just received notice that I have been writing this blog for 14 years and the FB page for 15 years!! Thank you for those that have been here since the beginning (I see you) and for my newbies (I see you too!!) Your support and love mean the world to me and keep me writing and going. Surprises coming soon!!

Much love and all love. In all ways. Always.

Craughing Girl